Living hell is the best revenge.

We love hong kong.

2011-09-29T14:31:00.001+08:00

This is just my life now, travel friends family shopping photos.

Not forgetting el's alien braces face.

Thoughts ahead.

2011-03-06T08:21:00.006+08:00

I couldn't sleep. Maybe that fucking china singer pissed me off till the max level, i was literally shivering and wanted to punch him right on his china face. Okay, i have no issues with china people, i have friends, rly good friends from there too. But he's rly fucking uncivilized ? Who the fuck is he to push a girl, yes afterall, i'm still a girl you chee bye.

Or maybe thanks to him i manage to at least scream at somebody? I was certainly unsure about what's fucking wrong with me lately. Im hating the world. Basically everyone, i want to find trouble with. Thank god, there's no true blue blood ah bengs in my life currently, or else, i think i'm in fucking pieces. It's like even the auntie sweeping and do nothing can piss me off. Yes, I am srsly becoming a psychotic bitch. My regular/irregular friends are asking me, what's up with me lately ? why am i emotional and acting stupid apart from being normal when i'm with them, my tweets are scary uh? My besties know why. Don't ask me the reason, it's stupid, after a year, it's still haunting me. My mind was so messed up and i find things to trouble myself, i'm scared, afraid of myself. I scared sooner or later i will end up with a imaginary friend or something. Erks, please don't. Now, i feel like blocking everyone outta my life. I feel like dumping people outta my life, owell, yeh yeh, i fucking cant bear to.

To my little j. This sucks and gets really boring when we have to do this every, blah blah blah months? What's new, It's like after months the same problem occur and occur again. Ew, I don't fucking like it. It's disgust me at the same time it does to you. I know I've been really psychotic but this wasnt the only issue. Not as if all the problems lies on me ? I'm not trying to hurt you with words or whatsoever, even though after 5 fucking years we are still communicating in this way, no doubt knowing that things will be okay after a short while? I love the way we communicate uh, at least no matter how we fight we'll still be there for the another. not like other bestfriends after one quarrel things start to change, for us, quarreling makes out bond goes stronger, i know it's not healthy though. srsly if you could find any bestfriends that communicates like us, I fucking salute them too. It's pretty absurd isn't it, we love each other that much and we fucking say the meanest thing on earth to another. Hurhur. Afterall, I still doesn't think is my fault, nor i think it's worth it to quarrel against the same old matter again and again, over and over. God damn it, it's a fucking cycle. We need to change something to keep things constant between. Sometimes i think, oh fuck another childish fight? Let's move a step. Owell, you should know 3 months ago, i make the biggest step alrdy. Im blocking you away because i don't want you to disappoint me again ? I always wish, hope and have faith in you, well, when am i not disappointed with it. Since I didn't request then dont make any promises too. I've reach to a stage where i was pretty immune about it? It's not getting better either. I said that i feel that you're no longer that important anymore, well, maybe too much disappointment, but it makes our hearts goes fonder. Afterall, you're still my motherfucking bestfriend. But we really need to think, twice, before we talk.

No matter what, i know we both still love each other that much.

Strictly pancakes

2011-03-01T10:22:00.000+08:00

Lazy blog. Ikr. It's 2011's march alrdy, Here comes a list of new resolutions lag much uh.

Owell~ that's all abt me lag much.

YES, THIS YEAR I AM GOING ON DIET FOR MYSELF. IM NOT GNA LET ANYONE ELSE LOOK DOWN ON ME. I WANT MY FUCKING LIFE BACK WITHOUT ALL THOSE MOTHERFUCKER ASSHOLES BRINGING ME DOWN ANY FURTHER.

yeh yeh. Now, the food part.

Strictly pancakes for dinner that night, thanks to ironladychef(?) and yoketing, i wenta try with millie elv zy & ron.

This wanton mee good siol, @ sunshine plaza!

after that our daily routine, Bs. what's new.

Im getting the HK post rdy alrighttts.

2011-01-06T21:10:00.003+08:00

have been staying home and watching tv the whole day, my heavy bones are so tired.
have been coughing like crazy, sore throat sore eyes are on vacation with me. my god.
this sucks, life sucks.

oh yeah, yesterday

and it's climax. srsly almost broke my cb, i swear but it was damn gd
sheena say we almost lost our underwears. Haahahahaha thanks to ray. It's free

We luvvvv cheap thrills.

anw, im bck to kindergarten. Kids are gettin on my nerves.

The end,, You bitch,

2011-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

off i go ^^
byee 2010, you're a motherfucking loser.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

2010-12-31T00:40:00.000+08:00

Oh Hi !
Shall stop Nikita and assignment and blog about my

with Zhen & Xuyan & my lil sister.
Randomz gang i know. It's zhen's so called 18th birthday so we went our regulars,
Teo heng for KTV session.
^^
and it's fucking good. Totally stress relieving and sing our lyfesss away.

Our very sexy birthday girl

Next up, Pool session with Edwin Zul and LittleBrideMaid.
Me and ed, i know fucking randomzzz.
That boy say i havent met him for long time so immediately the next day we came out. Damn steady!

After that, for the sake of gerline ( ed's niece ) Anw, she's fucking guai lan but i like!
hahahahhahahahahahaha
whatever fuck you do she will just give the stare what stare face.
fucking funny. 3 of us are so damn entertained by her.
and becus of we get to

I think the movie is not as good rapunzel.

Having massive hangovers now.
Only ate a double cheese burger before zirca last night cus i woke up like rly rly late at 10plus at night
i am amazed by myself.
Last night was sheena's pre birthday bash, that babe couldnt drink too much cus she's afraid that Jemail will be pissed and all.
Hahahaha damn funny.

All my usuals are not around, basically one go bck indo one go malacca another one can fuck off and eat grass, thus, kinda lost control a lil last night which srsly made me feel like total crap now. fml ttm. I dont wna lost discipline anymore. i rly rly hate myself for doing all this all over agn. It's me actually not blame anyone else. I promise my friends, bestest best and closest friends i'll not do whtever i used to. Seems like i couldn't. Srsly, gna go on rehab soon, i needa lock myself at home and think abt my screwed life, 2010 is ending in a day or less (?) and it's beeen a rly rly rly bad year for me ? it's better thn 2009 but still suck fuck. This would be the last and shld stop and end huh. I rly rly hope outta my heart that 2011 will be so much fucking more better plsss.

Fuck you G fuck you. urghhh.
:((((((((((((((((

Back to Nikita and assignments!
bye (stabs self)

2010-12-30T01:17:00.000+08:00

2010-12-29T06:09:00.003+08:00

It's a wednesday morning and i'm suppose to have a gd and sufficient rest to wake up in the evening thn go zirca and drink my life away~~~~~~

instead,
Im gg out for breakie with Ron ZacGenn and Ruiting.
\o/

Anw really had the bestest best best k session today, raise our voice and tear our throats till the extreme with songs like Listen and dancing with BEG SHINee & poly boys big time fave Girls Generation songs. Fucking shiok and de-stressing.

Alright i gtg, Ron's calling alrdy. Byee
^^
Luvvv you.
MUACKSSS.

2010-12-27T11:57:00.002+08:00

I know i am late. Hahahaha
but nehmind la, owells~~~ still

I have sucha boring X'mas. Stay home rot kind y'know
-,-
How's yours ? Do you have many many many prezzzies ?

^^
xoxoxoxo

:'(

2010-12-26T15:21:00.001+08:00

I lost a friend, the best friend.

I miss the times we use to go back to damai and have breakie, malay food and big bowl soup with loadds of chilli padi.
I miss the times we used to go to bedok reservoir platform and slack with nothing but just ciggies and beer.
I miss the times we used to party like crazy and no matter how drunk we are or how fail we are we will hold on to one another.
I miss the times we used to have dins every friday as a clique.
I miss the times you always told me you love me.
I miss the times we used to talk during msn.
I miss the times when i'll go your hse and make up and all thn we head out to town.
I miss the way you tell me how i shld flirt with those boys and how i shld dump them.
I miss the times where you only tell me what happen to you.
I miss the times when we gossip.
I miss, i miss, i miss you.

You're the one who made me feel I'm important in somebody else life. I don't like it now.

Can we find a turning point ?

Idk if we could maintain a lil. I know i am harsh, i don't think twice before i say anything impulsive, that's me and you know me. I thought i could really not bother about anything anymore. But after all i know i couldnt. i still care, so much. I am sorry for not being there and i did try to be ? I don't know how shld this continue to work. I tried my best to take the first step. But everytime i move on you will let me see something dissapointing. I want us, back like how we used to be. I dont want this to continue anymore. I feel that there is no one there for me. I feel lonely, lost. I swear this is heartbreaking. Can we talk about it, like no boyfriends arguements, just me and you. us? please.

Fattening Taiwan.

2010-12-02T04:23:00.000+08:00

Yes, My taiwan trip.
Didn't shop much, ate alot, fucking alot. am at least 5 kg heavier, yes not kidding at all.
It's that kua zhang.
-.-

Didnt bought many stuff, only hoisery.
But promising photos i promise. Views at taiwan is damn awesome.
I recommend you not to go by tour, i spend 70% of the time in the tour bus. fml,
i shall shuddupp. cus idk what to write either....

So kua picxxx sua.

This street best to shop @ Taichung!

Some pork rib soup, damn dope.

This white thing is BITTER-GOURD!

Fucking luvv the night markets! So much foood to eat. Wohhoooos.

Some Castle.

The E-DA theme park. Not very amazed.

This poodle the face look like human sia

The sea view best uh ^^

seee i kisiao.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
I knw i am a retard -,-

Bye luvvvvv you ^^

2010-11-29T17:11:00.003+08:00

Burps.

Today is Grandma's birthday, the party was boring. hope grandma wont mind,
MA MA ORH OI NI ! ( anw she passed away alrdy la. ) :(((
JUST TWO FIRST LA HUH.

I didnt spend as much as i expected at Taiwan,
I am so so so fucking lazy with the pictures luh :(
Burpss.
But i fucking ate alot, i swear i gain at least 5KG. ---,,----
nbccb not funny sia, the food and no.s nvr give chance one luh :(

I cant understand how things work now. im lost.,
Shall go in detail tmr, busy uh now. Lol.
Anw, i've been spending my past 1 hour which im suppose to sleep to figure out how to use Miyoc and editing 10% of taiwan pictures. hell man. Huge huge loaddds.
^^
so plssss wait ya. eh i think no one read my blog de lorrr. so dead.
TALKING TO MYSELF LIKE SOME CORK. idiottt.

okiewokie me shall go bom bom thn go rony pony hse.
HUGSS. MUACKKKKS.

2010-11-18T22:42:00.003+08:00

srsly, this god damn template is getting on my nerves so motherfucking fuglyyy. cheebye.

anw, people...
I. AM. GOING. TAIWAN. TMRW.
LIKE O.M.G. I. AM. GOD. DAMN. EXCITED.

okay,,,,,i know i sound stupid it's just taiwan only. But srsly when daddy say it's taiwan instead of China i am so fucking happy. Wahh the food bubble tea clothes rubbish stuff i gna spend all my money there.

^^
okiewokie, i know this place is fucking dead.
So i shall commit after taiwan okiee.

I SWEAR I CANT FUCKING SLEEP.
but i have to cus it's morning flight,,,,,
so me shall go wax pack shave mask prep myself.
meanwhile...

SHO PRETTY UH. OKAY I KNOW.. UGLY LA.

bye *hugs*

2010-10-02T17:43:00.003+08:00

I miss my besfriendsssss !!!

2010-08-07T08:27:00.000+08:00

Heeeeellooo earthlinggs life's been good fo me ! What's up, got my pay and the new baby. And I'm going for long planned shoopping spree, after sch's gna start, anw, no more MDIS! I'm going to Kaplan !

This is me and the new baby, Tommy !

Ron's fuck face. Priceless. Hahahaha !

The once bestfriends, still, glad that we're friends again !

Xxxxxxxxxxx

Lastly, look at my lil pretty princesssss !

So cutezzzz kewlzzz kwelzzz right !??!?? Luvvvvv her man ! Thou she's rly gone
Beyond the line sometimes, just like j. Hahaha

Anw, j if you're seeing this I wna tell you.....................................………that I rly misss you <3

Overworked.

2010-06-17T17:36:00.003+08:00

I think i need some barcadi before i fall asleep.

New look

2010-06-12T08:38:00.003+08:00

I like the new layout yozzzz.

Anw, everything between me J is cool now. We love each other as much as before. <3

We're motherfucking bestfriends.

Broken.

2010-06-04T07:49:00.004+08:00

THIS IS MOTHER FUCKING HEARTBREAKING.

now i feel it again.

Paranormal activity

2010-06-03T18:04:00.002+08:00

OLD HAG.

2010-05-06T11:26:00.004+08:00

Happy birthday my lover, little bride maid.
19th OLD HAG.

Save me ?

2010-04-30T10:11:00.002+08:00

I know, this is outlandish.

I have a serious pycho problem with myself.
I'm feeling angst of nothing, fickle minded about future, capricious about myself and people around me.
Totally absurd.

It's all about mind fucking. Precise that, i dont like.
Time to catch things up.

Now, the major one.
Lasalle or private. (yes, i heard you say the L word. )

Obliterated.

2010-04-26T06:32:00.005+08:00

I'm quite close to speechless now, try me.
It's been like how how how many years ever since this space was update, well, this is it, i swear i can never be a faithful blogger. I'll only blog whenever i have my mood to get the photos, emotions and words in here.

I'll only spend most of time choosing my templates and changing my layout colour here and there, exactly, this space is UGLY. or maybe spend the whole time tryna betray blogger and look between livejournal, wordpress or any other here and theres. and indeed, no matter how many onelaststick's are there. it's always here.

I'll only update tumblr and twitter, which is so damn damn damn CONVENIENT. I just think it's so ma kao fan to type some shit here. So, forgive me.

Apparently, my life, is always this boring,,, work work work. urghhhhhh~~~~~~. if money could really fall from the skies, who would be working now. *question mark,,, I wna get out SG !!!Cant wait to go Hong Kong to find clara and eat the awesome foood there !!! and uh, shopping and the tattoo shops at Thailand, BKK. Just fucking need a getaway. But no $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ :((((((

I am now, as always, wna post some expires here. This was the day screw my life, and get too drunk and this fail to get over.
But well, the picx with zy and joyclyn came out, AWESOME.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

Instant change

2010-04-22T03:18:00.000+08:00

I think it's time to move it !

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Im back.

2010-04-08T08:35:00.002+08:00

I shall stuff some oxygenated shoots here, to make this space ALIVE

Update asap.
PROMISE.

2010-04-01T09:51:00.003+08:00

THIS IS A FUCKING DEAD SPACE. IT'S SEEING A DOCTOR NOW.
GETTING WELL SOON

be right back peeps.


<33333
~

Mango with original

2010-02-27T23:46:00.003+08:00

Lick a lick, its frolick

Best of best.

Unplanned trip.

2010-02-25T20:07:00.002+08:00

Went batam this morning with fellow colleagues,
laughing our lungs out through the ferry trip.

The weather is fucking hot.

Bought hell lots of rings. and ohmy i drop the piglet one :(

And many many f21 inspired bangles for friends and myself.

I'm working now, and am damn shag. Update more when have the rest.
Bye world.

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Big change. BIG

2010-02-21T19:26:00.001+08:00

another huge thing happen in my life again,again. Yah always happen. But this is academically huge

I'M QUITTING, okay i don't like term quit, WITHDRAW FROM SCHOOL @ TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC, FROM THE COURSE BUSINESS INFO TECH.

okay, here's the reason,
Firstly, I am not interested in Business, TOTALLY NOT. I really did do something about this, i went to the so call care-person and tell him i wanna change my course to maybe design or engine, whatever but NOT BUSINESS ( i wanted mass com, but my grads was awful ) , apparently he said no, my dad was like ask me to continue sem 2 first, maybe i'll build some interest in it or something, but awesomely, I DIDN'T. and i hate my course even more.

Secondly, i really couldn't excel, the first sem, i failed two modules, now, i might fail another two again, how can i afford to stay when i'm gonna stay another year to take the push forward modules that others already completed and which i don't even know that's a pass or not. Right !? and if i couldn't pass my repeat modules, I'll be expel. i rather withdraw then.

So after talking to all my dearest darling little peeps and even teachers, nearly all of them agree with my current decision,it's not vivid. which is going to somewhere and do something i want, though i would really miss TP and friends, mainly friends, but still, for my seek. i'll do it.

I'll be currently working till June then i'll get back to the hectic tired schooling laptop dressedup days.

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Aiden Aiden

2010-02-21T00:01:00.005+08:00

YAY YAY YAY. I'M HAPPY GIRL NOW. (L)

Change the layout, have some milo, go lao sai , have a next chill. finalize the genting trip.
and now i'm happily, and boring-ly posting some crispy crap here. woohoots.

Meet up dearest darlings who just came back from her hometown, have some prata at Jalan Kayu prata house. Okay, the murtabak is not so good k. dont eat. FATTENING SIOL. All filled with meat and onions, CHOLESTROL EXPLODING.

What's next , meet up a srsly old old friend ! Marilyn ;) had some awesome half price frolick with my organiser

Shop stuff for shirley's little baby and head to shirley's house with ling

omg I swear her baby is damn cute ttm ! His name called Aiden ! So happy for her yay. She became prettier thou , fatter precisely, but still skinny lah ! And she still keep complaining that's she FAT ! WTF ! Please swallow some protein powder lah Shirley ! Didn't really talk much cos she needs to bring her baby to Kk. .____,

So that's all for my weekends. Heading to work now. Omg, so many ah cais in the bus ! :/

--

FAT POST

2010-02-19T02:55:00.003+08:00

Surprisingly, today i'm up super early, and i'll be only turning in, uh-uh not after this post, straight next morning 7 AM, i'm at work now.

and i'm practically gonna be an official L4D zombie when i meet dearling tmr for V day movie
that emo girl got cheated once again, (opps), by her very bastard yet sweet chunk muffin boy, hence i'm the company, and i need to check out my new _____. this is for tmr, i'll finalize.

btt, yes//you catch that, what else, i'm not only fat and ugly. I'm fucking fat and ugly.
Ooooo, what do you expect it's chinese new year, who doesn't grow fatter during these festive seasons. who can resist those peanut cookies, pistachios nut and the most of sinful, BAHKWA. how to stop the rabid hunger, these are instant eatings, it'll go by. i need to change those habits.

okay, full stop cos johnson is nagging me and ask me to brag my ass up.

Your Negativity

2010-02-18T18:09:00.003+08:00

No more bad romance, Optimist is the new love.
OMFG, THIS SONG IS JUST HOT HOT HOT !

Go google. the song is damn good,

Anw, i'm back from KL.
its rather boring this year. limited angbaos. but hell lots of food, like totally yum yum. fat fuck. yes shopping at KL, but nothing much. The F21 there dissapoints me for first time.
i never even go elsewhere to bainian. holy mama,
I dont know whether daddy is holding the openhouse cny party this year. I hope he says yes, then i can ask all my sec school pals and all to come yoz.

NOW, I FUCKING WANNA PLAY MAHJIONG.
THE GAMBLE WORM JUST CRAWL IN BODYYY.
anybody wanna play mahjiong ?! Anyone ???

Okay, i found this app in iphone call morelomo. its damn damn coolzxz.

my fat dog. okay, she don't look fat here but she fat and sleeping now.

Okay, bye. I'm heading out to bring my dog to remove her stitches !
- -

Byeeeeee.
XOXOXOXOXOXO

HUAT AH

2010-02-12T18:36:00.003+08:00

Here i come KL.

food angbaos shop shoes genting bainian cousins grandma.

ER LING YI LING NIAN HUAT AH !

( this was taken by my damage digi cam, fml )

Party people yeah

2010-02-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

Okay wed butter, Saturday butter.
Oily life -________-

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Hell yeah tired.

2010-02-02T21:54:00.003+08:00

Hello February !

Ouch.

2010-01-14T00:20:00.004+08:00

Its hell pain.
Its like 345672934000438209 more painful than tattoo.
maybe its me thats wierd. -,-

My advice : DON'T TRY !

2009-12-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

FROZEN TILL I'M BACK.

no title.

2009-12-10T22:12:00.002+08:00

Neglecting this space really badly.
Have been spending time with school mates, studies, cigs, starbucks, lect notes, bubble teas, and work. And yea ! Mid sem is overrrr :))) Well, life's so boring. I need to have something interesting, but i dont wanna club eh. Uh uh uh. Anw, going to do another tatt asap, since camille is gna do her shadings soon, so i shall do with her. And and and i need to touch up minee too !

Update after the camp.
I'm going to OTC tmr. I hope it will be fun, and not that tiring pleaseeee.

I was surprised to see you on my wall, especially, when we just saw each other on the bus, and just act like strangers, what are you thinking ? Are we still friends ? Is it my fault ?

Short update today cos i'm drained.

2009-12-03T22:51:00.002+08:00

Webcam baby !
Had BA paper today, Most slightly will pass ! :)
Next week's mid sem already, i'm gonna stick with starbucks, cigs, books, darren, neri, arty these few days. Holy shitz. I can't seem to concentrate.... -_________- How am i gonna be fucking beat the jerk down !?? Arghhhz.

Omgzxz. CHRISTMAS IS COMINGGGGGG !

dearie :)

2009-11-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

MY SAS CLASSSS :)

Speechless

2009-11-29T20:47:00.001+08:00

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night, we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half-wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love so baby
Raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

H-ooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?

H-ooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise boy to you

That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along
I'll never love again

H-ooow?

So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose "death and company"
Why you so speechless? Oh oh ohhhh

YOU LEFT ME SO SPEECHLESS,REALLY.

So much we had been through.

2009-11-25T01:29:00.005+08:00

Its exactly 3 years that we've cliqued together. Look how far we came beyond <3>I don't really know how to start this but i wanted to add a different type of love
Its exactly 3 years that we've cliqued together. Look how far we came beyond <3>

She is the one who comforts me when i am in pain.

She is the one i tell everything too.

She is the one who believes in me and never doubts me.

She is the one who seen me at my lowest points and still tells me i look beautiful.

She is always there for me when ever i need her.

She is my best friend in the whole world.

I love her too pieces

I didn't realized till recently how incredibly lucky i am to have her.

This is not one she, is four of them. <3

Gossip Girl, Blake lively, Leighton Meester, Jessica Szhor, Megan Fox, chanel, Lady Gaga.

2009-11-23T14:39:00.007+08:00

Balmain is beatiful shit. Gossip girl's still best, compared to 90210.
Everybody likes serena and blair, i think i prefer Vanessa.
Perhaps Jessica Szhor have fucking beautiful eyes. Agyness Deyn is soooo skkinnnyy,
Lady Gaga is fugly but she got the style. Katy Perry have lashes i'll die for.
Megan fox's still the hottest, ever.

smoke, crime, drinks, drugs, flings, party, sex

2009-11-18T02:49:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, in life. people tend to be more greedy, they want much more than they can get.
So am i. I want more than what i can get. i become more and more greedy, i start to choose my friends, choose the quality of life i want, choose the place and speciality i wanna be in. Yet, deep in, the innocence in me still lies within.

Everyone is special, to me. Only god will say this.

Nowadays in this society, everybody wants to be at the top, the hottest, the famous shit. But if you slowly realise, throughout these forceful changes , you will turn into another you, and it's not your true self. Being blinded by all these, you will slowly lose yourself. Turned to another person, unknowingly. Perhaps, this is how the way people grow up. Intentionally changed by the people around you. Im looking at this facebook video of me and mery. i look fucking different, my hair the gesture the talking, everything change.

I think i really changed alot. fuck-kking lotzx.

I fucking used to not even say fuck. Funny right. Haha. Fucking funny.

I am not suppose to sleep and meet Butt and Neri for breakfast ! :)

cheap tuesday

2009-11-17T23:08:00.003+08:00

She look so innocent & adorable right <333333
She is Chanel Pipee Fong. I wanted her to be chanel, and mama wants her to be pipi. -___-

Nowadays, My long weekend don't includes clubbing,at all.
I srsly start to not like to club. Idk why either.
I just think staying home, picnics, reading is so me. (ＰＵＫＥＳ）you simply can't imagine how much do i used to hate to stay home and read, though i only read magazine now. Its kinda different now, i have aims and targets.
3.72 GPA !

Im so gonna achieve this. I need to re-organise my life, my body clock, my comfy study enviroment. So i began to not club, and be in school, then be punctual in school, now PACK UP MY FUCKING MESSY ROOM. Trust me man. i bet if you come into room, you'll fucking faint. I had been shopping at ikea and daiso, to shop for stuff and re-organise my messsy room :)

School was short today, went to Tamp1 with Nerissa for Frolick, and it happens to be Alyssa and Priscilla working there, and neri knows them, so we go the giantic take home cup of lychee frolick for free ! :))) Yumms yumms. We manage to finish the whole damn cup la !
After then, headed to ikea for grocery shopping. i bought rubbish again.
-____________-

Boxes and boxes and boxes ! Hahahaha.

Anyway, enjoyable school day with Neri :) Love love neri tons tons.
Hahaha, we also made a decision on something, really cool.
YAY YAY. cant wait mannn ! :) excited man !

I realise, my post are getting more and more wordy ! LOL.

Caught in Action

2009-11-16T01:40:00.003+08:00

My aunt caught me smoking. She told my mother.
My dad sound so dissapointed, i think he will be really upset this time.
He told me not to smoke anymore, which i srsly cant, its so hard for me to quit, now. Ouch.
Its so hard especially now, i have one almost full pack of Next chill.
Srsly, 2009 is the worst year of my life, i think.

I am seriously out of money. I need to work.
I need to save up for indo, I need to pack my room. I need a designed room.
I want to buy river island, i need to suntan.
I want my fish eye cam

Im gonna have a photo shoot session with my gfs soon :)

(/edited)

After a long while

2009-11-11T04:13:00.000+08:00

Neglecting this space really badly. Yes yes. Im doing a update now, like after so whoah whoah longggg :)

Have been spending time with school mates, studies, cigs, starbucks, lect notes, bubble teas, and work. I think i'm growing wisdom tooth. Swollen gums, infected throat, fever. Everything's hitting on me so badly.

Went flashlightbatteries's flea market with Camille, well, we missed the movie time again.
Bought like hell lots of stufff. Head bands, headbands and headbands :D rings shades and cardigan and many many stuff uh. My room is in a big big mess again.

Well, some overdues, just to make this place with pictures and not that dead.

Sas class mates ! But without ruting ! :)

Best butt ! :)

My indo trip is canceled :( cos, my dog might have some heart disease.
Srsly, fuck pets movers. NEVER EVER BUY ANY PETS FROM THERE.
i fucking spent like around 1k on my pup. she's still sick and coughing now.
Arghhhhzx.

I miss my gfsss. :( Time to meeet up !

FISHY LITTLE EYE.

2009-11-08T03:06:00.004+08:00

Omgzxz. feeyawn shows me this, And both of us gonna buy it ! :)
So happyyyyy time millions. Yayyyyy.

2009-11-08T00:32:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Sam sam !! :)
I HEARTTTTT YOU YAY !

The ugly truth

2009-11-07T23:36:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i really don't like you, i don't know why either. I think its me thats weird.
Im jealous of you, i'm finding all ways to fight with you, beat you down. But i don't feel whats the truth within me. Im trying so hard, really so hard to make things work. Sometimes, I think i don't need to have these kind of friends like you. Could just totally forget abt it. But i can't i'm not that heartless and Bad ? I think i hate myself. SO MUCH.
FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.FUCK.
J says i'm sensitive, so does the problem lies on me ? I think this is sick. I am sick.
Im growing up, my character is changing from bad to worst. I become such a sucky person ( From one of my friend, oh, best friend ) This hate me hate myself, so much. I think i'm such a lousy person.

Superficial, Selfish, Sensitive, Jealous freak, Materialistic Fake, Irritating, Act like have many friend...... more and more.

That kind of words. Stabbed deeply in me. Makes me feel so bad, inside out.
I'm trying so hard to rephrase all these words,like saying that she is the sick bitch instead of me. But i can't, although i don't like what you said about me but i somehow feel its true. perhaps i'm just over-protective of myself, sensual, socialable, fun. yet,I am so dissapointed in myself. This is why one by one of my friends left me, or they just walk out of my life unknowingly.

Somebody said, when someone decided to leave you for good, you have to let them go no matter how you want them to, There are somethings which are far beyond your control, even you have the strength to fight for it, you hafta except the cold harsh truth that, The people you live without can live with you.

I think this is so not cool. I don't like it. I feel like crying. I think i needa call Z/E, or maybe J. Cry together or something.

Im lucky i have super besties, buddies in schoool,
Suddenly, I'm craving for monday !

2009-11-07T03:54:00.000+08:00

T.G.I Friday ( yesterday ) ! :DD
School's only till 12 ! So happy.
Webcammed with beloved YYT, XX and DL.
Had fun ! :)))))))))))))))

Stayed in school to complete EBM project.
DL and I are so damn proud. For the first time. we tank tgt !! Like yayyyyy !
Omgzxz. May this be continue man.

Meet up with girlfriends for dinner then watch My girlfriend is a special agent.
Fucking funny ! Nice movieee !
4.5 stars ! Im gonna watch 2012 alone, all my gfs ditched me. Any acc ?

I hafta go prepare for SAS now !

Rainy dayyyy

2009-11-05T16:07:00.004+08:00

Warmly welcome, to Nerissa Kyler Lim :) New bestie in BA class cum smoking partner.
Omgzxz, Look alike character kind of people ! Awesome shit.
Anyway, me and DL is like doing the same topic for POM, i swear we didn't gang up lah !
Plain coincidence. Great minds always think alike.

I totally need contact lens lah, my eyesight is geting from bad to worst.
Seriously, So many things i wanna fucking buy ! Like a fuck long wish list.
All i hope is im born rich, or have rich boyfriend, or maybe just got money :( Like pleaseeee
, i needa save up for indo trip ! at least 700 !

At the library now, wanna watch gossip girl season 3, But the school's internet is totally lagging -____-
Rain rain go away, come again another day.
I love love rainy days, cos is cold and salty, i can just wriggle in the comfy bed the whole day.
But i hate hate hate rainy days ,whenever days when i wanna go out it rains.
Shoes will get wet, clothes get wet, ad HAIR gets wet !
RAIN = EMO. -____________-
Arghhhhh~~~~ Somemore later ,I'm like going to town with David later lahh, still rain lorrr.
So pek chek times one millions.

Time for research, bye !

This is the me to you.

2009-11-05T00:52:00.003+08:00

Self centered, Jealous freak, Fake materialistic, Sensitive,
Selfish, Secretly in love with, Superficial, Lastly Plastic, fake inside out.

Dissapointed,,,,, of myself.

HELL-LOW-WIN

2009-11-03T01:41:00.005+08:00

I was really freaked out by the red guy beside me.
EWWWWWWW
-______________-
Fuck disgusting hands i tell you.
Arghhhh~~~~

For more visit J's FB

This is the first halloween party i ever had.
This is the first time i danced first on the dance floor.
This is the first time i enjoyed party so much with them.
And this is the last night @ soho.

Everything goes in trend. Are you following up

2009-11-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

Last time was Hi5 (?) then turn out some thing new called friendster.
Two years later, some high schools genius invented facebook, and here goes friendster.
and also twitter, which is little retarding. (oppps.)

This is the trend.

five years back the trend was mickey mouse. I used to love it. And it became a ah lian wear and i began to dislike it. After was skinnies and little miss tees and kimonos.
then slowly, became highwaisted/vests / oversized/ rips/ Bandage /bodycon dress/ Lace/ chains/ bows.

This is the trend.

Standard hair cuts for girls, long and side fringe and slowly it become curry puff head and it become messy ponys and now, short hair is it. and Headbands also.

Five years back, i realise people have blogger, blogspot sounds stupid so many switch to livejournal including me. Then blogger improved, people goes back to it, then here comes onsugar. and now Tumblr is it.

This is the trend.

Everyone, everywhere is improving.
If you wanna say other copycat, you are a copydog, cos you are doing so.
Whether you like it or not, this is the trend.

2009-11-03T00:48:00.002+08:00

This is what i don't like about online journal.
No privacy

But, this is what i love about it.
Sharing,

So whats yours ?
I realise people can stick as long as 3 years to their journals.
I should be loyal too.

Self declaired Smart Ass

2009-10-28T19:21:00.003+08:00

( This might be something that i'll regret posting, which i srsly will,
still i have no where to vent my anger )

You simply can't imagine how pissed am i.
Say I'm a freeloader.
KNNBCCB (Opps)
Just becos im away for a little while and you people push me to the outcast.
You better have a better way to solve this shit, or else...
anyway, I have my best butt, i worry for fuck.
SOMEONE SAY I FREELOADER SOMEMORE, SEE WHO IS THE FUCKING ONE.
I'll fucking prove to you guys that I AM FUCKING NOT.
rather take him then me, i shall show you.
Doesnt meant smart people takes the lead.

You guys shall see, Me and DL is so gonnna pia EBM.
Screw you, all of you.
Fuck ass.

AND YOU ! Yes, you !
DL is right. You are so lousy, i don't understand what the fuck have you change, you are still as gay boy as idiotic and like say those '' never go thru brain kinda things ''. so this all your brain contains, besides memorising your work. Peabrain. I srsly wondering how you work around your social circle.
Stupid, really deserved to be cheated on. fucking deserve it.
__|__
I told you not pissed me off. Dont make me punch you jerk.
Say i nag at you. as if i wanna fucking nag at you.
You shall wait. dont fucking let me have a chance to screw you.
Why are you still like that, earlier then, the feeling was just feel not so right to talk. now i feel that you totally suck, to the core. Just like what happen 3 years back. You totally make me feel disgusted. Yah. your 3.7 GPA RIDES BIG COCK. Stay there. Im catching up.

Arghhh~~~~~

Im so pissed that eat the whole bag of marshies !

2009-10-27T01:17:00.001+08:00

My dog is coughing like f.
Im gonna bring her back to the farm.
update the drama asap.
so angry, and unhappy
:(((((((((((
argh~~~~

21 October 2009

2009-10-25T03:07:00.006+08:00

Im late. but still i needa thank many many people :)
Plus i know i have to do this.

Firstly, Thank you. Daddy and Mummy. No love = no me.
Forgiving every mistakes i made, and being so patient with me.
I think i'm a total rubbish without them.

Secondly, Wonderful classmates who spent the whole afternoon with me :)
The bond between the clan was awesome !
Was surprised with a blueberry cheese cake from Bakerzin, in the middle of playing Snorta! Haha. Thank you making the effort to go Mind's cafe and play games together.Really appreciated for that so much ! Thank you, Fabian, Dezhao, Darrenteo, Alvinlim, Weiheng,Jason, Weijian, Junjie, jianing, shirlene,

and lastly best sisters and buddies in class, XX, YYT, and best butt DL.

Thirdly, Thank you Dearest Ling,
Accompanied to firefly and finally legally enter butterfac :)

Was fuck fuck fuck drunk. arghhh !~~~
Many many tak glam photos. Hahaha
Cocked eyes, cocky face
-__________-

Lastly, Steamboat session at my place last night
Although it wasnt as happy and as enjoyable as i thought but still thanks guys :)
Beloved clique of Elvi, the fat ham, Zhyee the giant cookie, fel the flower, J the diamond, and dajie the joker. With 2 special friends, Ryan and WK's gf pauline. Thanks for coming and making all the effort and surprise and all :)

(Photos with Ham's DSLR )

Gossip girl season 3 seems really hot. Currently watching 90210.

woots woots ~~~ looks hot thou.

and thank you everybody for wishing me :)

2009-10-20T04:01:00.000+08:00

I feel like coming back to blogger.
Cos' there are stalkers in tumblr. Fuck yeah.
And yes, I see that coming.

2009-10-16T08:23:00.002+08:00

oh, i need a hug so much.

2009-10-16T07:08:00.002+08:00

omgg, schoool's time table's out.
resigned, so now more bartender.
Back to life. still moves on.
waiting for 18th. Awesome !

okay,bye.

peep a peep.

2009-10-09T07:23:00.003+08:00

I feel like coming back here instead.
I think im back for good, and bad.
Has the bad gone good again, or good girl gone bad again ?
Like what J say, we'll see how long i can last

I miss myself so much.

One last post.

2009-08-26T02:17:00.002+08:00

My body clock is turning upside down now.

Maybe all that happen ?

Nah, the feeling was there earlier, i can't seem to find my focal point.

No concentration from that day, last tension rose between.

Like i said, you always have the best reasons to cover up your ass.

I dont know why will i believe and listen to you everysingle time. And mainly forgive you.

Today,when we see each other, we were like two strangers. So near yet so far.

I feel so bad. Although there are many things happen recently, but this is more heartbreaking.

Since, i'm leaving school soon, we will not see each other also. So be it.

I think i feel so bad when i see D. Seriously.

Lastly, I'm leaving this space now. Go to somewhere, where we all stick together :)

XOXO,billy <3

Things happened for a reason.

2009-08-24T19:59:00.006+08:00

This is more than what we expected. Yes, we expected this, it will somehow happen, sooner or later.

It wasnt anything that is bothering any of us. Yet,this is for the sake of care and love. Apparently, Thinkings and minds were differ, we dont expect everyone to have the same thoughts, there are no faults, i suppose. Overprotected, maybe our fault but, isn't understanding what others need might be the priority ?

Apart from that, true colours revealed, saw and understand how much this was treasured by every. As said earlier, things happened for a reason. Cracks and flaws wasn't revealed till voice and tense rose up,that very moment actually, It was there , way back earlier, when people tend to not shut their gaps, and gossip behind their most (beloved)'s back. By then things start to change, a book had its cover and the back, two sides. People didnt realise, but well now, we all see it. The back,the minor ones will never be noticed, isn't that so ?

What were we actually ? Nothing in fact.

To this extent, We can conclude ourselves, in this self-reflection.
Yes, we will behave, very well-manner, as we will always be, as we will apprectiate what we have this time.

P.S : This wasnt a personal attack, a personal message or some inspiration instead.

XOXO,
billy <3

WP, LJ, BS or TUMBLR (?)

2009-08-11T01:21:00.004+08:00

I will/might be following dearest to Tumblr. Looks nice though

i need time to try it out. It looks difficult for me.

Im not suppose to feel this, but i feel so broken.

shawty.

2009-08-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

Happy belated birthday singapore ! :D

Friday, Chill pill overdose.

Saturday, Social House. Drunkard night.

Trust me, you dont want to know what happen !

Damn damn scary. Anw, everything is over. Hope darl is fine :)

Supperclub with the clique last night.

Omgzxzxzx

The place was awesome. But the music sucks, repeated songs all night.

Fel was drunk again, and huishan also.

Fuck it, Zy and I are not drunk enough.

Today, went Wild wild Wet with family :)

Saw Mitchell, and am pounding, dont know why. Haha. He looks cuter :D

Lols. Didnt get to see Mark :( Saddddd.

anw/

I will be fucking fucked up busy these coming two days as i need to complete my Web design and study for my networking test !

See you soon, with pictures of course <3

xoxo.

Its over..

2009-08-03T16:43:00.003+08:00

I did what i've decided

I FEEL SO RELIEVE, EVERYTHING IS FINALLY OVER.

Im a happy happy kid now :)

Playing CS with CLAN members now ! :D

I'll pierce my smiley again later !

What about this ?

2009-07-31T15:26:00.002+08:00

I am so irritating ! I just post a few mins ago. Haha
Anywayszxzx, What if I .....

Spot that ? Can i ?

I guess mama will kill me. Hahs.

Ohyah, thats belovedddd Zhyeee <33333

ouchhyyy

2009-07-31T14:45:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so unwell, damn lethargic. Having menses and cramps.

:((((((((((((((

Ouchhhhhzxzxzx,omgzzxzx

Okay, feeyawns is-fru-rencing me wibbb her ranguage. What the ffff.

anyway,

Now, I can only feel that all the bones in my body aching and relying on the bed now.

I dont know if i'm heading to meet the clique as its Yj's birthday.

I need a power nap now first. 2 consecutive weeks if less than 6 hours of sleep per night
And its my wonderful weekend now !!

:))))))))))))))))))))))

Happiest thing this week !

Alright, one will do. im lazy

Ruth's birthday.

My dear Thumbdrive.

2009-07-30T02:31:00.002+08:00

3 days ago, i lost my thumbdrive, with all my macro econs project work.

and 2 days ago im suppose to hand in.

End up, i hafta redo all my work.

but today, my sister found my thumbdrive.

what the fuck right.

Imagine, she could find it 2 days back. I would save all that.

Just had a partial clan dinner at Jurong Cafe @ Tampines.

HAHAHAHA.

what a name. Hell.

Best Boy Friend.

2009-07-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

I cried today. Dissapointment flow into my tummy and made my tears barge out.

I always say you're hopeless, but thats only saying.
This time, is the second time i feel that you're hopeless.
The first time, made me dislike you so much, so fucking much.
After all, the idea was gone, cos i think you changed.
You changed to a good (boy)friend, so caring, turned man.
During the genting trip, i feel you changed, better, so much better.

Now, i dont know.Im not sure. Since school starts, our quarreling is non-stop.
You always the best reasons to cover up those flaws,and yes indeed, i just let them pass.
Its so fucking upset, you made me so dissapointed in you today, till i feel that i no longer need to talk to you anymore, or i no longer can talk to you.
You know, that kind of feeling its totally lost hope and faith in talking to the best (boy)friend ever. Did you realise, at the bus stop. i no longer know how to scold you anymore. I just think cut it, i'm shouting like a mad dog and yet you're still the same. Im sick of it.

D,i really treat you as my best (boy)friend ever, i really do care about you. Yet, you say Me and J treat you as sub, how heart breaking. We three are suppose be best friends. Now, i see.
I left with one. For now, i really cant talk to you.

CHEEBYE.

2009-07-26T21:56:00.003+08:00

I am in a fucking bad mood now.

I FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING LOST MY THUMBDRIVE :(

ALL MY WORK GONE GONE GONE.

ITS ALL GONE.

My gonnna finish macroecons, gone.

Web design photos, all gone.

all my data, all gone.

Now, really GG liaooooo.

What am i gonna hand in on tuesday, my hands (?)

Why do i have such group member !? Cheebye.

2009-07-24T00:33:00.003+08:00

This space here starts to look boring. without any pictures and stuff.

So,

Presenting, one of the presidents of the clan !

MR KAM WEI HENG

Anyway anyway, today we have a new member that join our clan.

:)))))))))))))

Okay, i know i have many more to upload.

Matt's birthday, Ruth's Birthday.

Can actually get all of them from facebook ! <3

Nights !

2009-07-23T01:18:00.002+08:00

Kimb says : July is a bad month.

*Nod heads agree.

Im so single now.

Everything should stop, im content and blissed with friends.

Poh, stay strong. thou we aren't that close, still , cheers :)

fucking screwing my project so goodbye.

Project project, fuck the projects.

2009-07-21T00:42:00.003+08:00

Im screwing my modules.

This semester, i have 4 modules, and im gonna fail 3 of them already.

fucking deep shit.

I'm drowning in a sea of projects.

Wed design, CTOS.

deadline is like next two weeks.

I think i hafta fucking chiong.

No life no life, my life is boring.

I haven't been clubbing since jacqy's birthday.

Boring boring.

Had dinner @ Market 85 just now, with the clan.

Okay, we are a clan now.

Fion just joined our girls gang of the clan.

I shall blog about the clan soon. Hahahaaaa.

I think i need shoes, heeels. Wahlan.

My life damn jia lat. I need money so badly.

I should be consistent in work,

i should start to learn how to spend my money wisely

alright, off for my macro econs project.

nights nights, huggieesss

Inspirations.

2009-07-20T14:55:00.002+08:00

I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it.
Audrey Hepburn

2009-07-06T11:41:00.002+08:00

Many things happened this weekend.

Really good and bad plus confusing times.

Idk whats wrong either. My mind is damn confused.

I can't breathe.

Sunday = Tears day.

Everybody cried.

Lol

Im busy now. be right back

Sweet love.

2009-06-29T13:49:00.001+08:00

Ohmy, I'm fucking in love now.

(L)

hearts.

Dilemma.

2009-06-26T02:31:00.003+08:00

Wordpress or Blogger or Livejournal (?)
Billyfong or onelaststick or sheemin (?)
Onestar or Sentosa (?)
Stay or walk away (?)
(L)

Fuck B. he piss me off totally.

2009-06-23T01:04:00.003+08:00

Dear J.

Everything will be fine. God will save her kay.

Now, God save me please. I'm in fucking shit.

I need need need money.

My WDS project. i haven started on it. Like wtffff.

Homework of comskill and macroecons suppose to be handed up tmr. _l_

skipped school today. No choice. took mc.

Thanks to Bee and mainly Darrenlim for wakies.

Sweet day though.

Played lan, L4D, pool. lurveee

(L)

Hugggies.

Goodnight, bye (:

Shishi's Birthday

2009-06-20T00:09:00.007+08:00

Hello humans,

I've been to lazy to update any shit here.

photos for shi's birthday since Rufie upload at FB.

Tell you something surprising, i stayed home today.

WOW X323456789

Okay,i needa wake up like fucking 5 am later

I still have arena's photos with jacq ray & friends,and chalet photos with bee.

Im into Gossip Girl now,whoah. Im waiting for Iphone 3Gs to comeout man.

Lovely shishi. (:

i look fugly in this photo. wtf.
swollen eyes, pig nose.

I love love this photo.

Lurveeely,nights.

A week.

2009-06-09T03:27:00.005+08:00

Okay, guess what. i just typed something super long here.
and a click to a some widget, and there goes the lengthy post.
BLOODY HELL.

Well.

Mid sem's over. i missed my CTOS Paper
I missed quite alot of trng cos i sprain my ankle.
Im back from MIA, cos im ready for the world once again
i changed my no.
i changed it back already
Im happy now.
amberjo's birthday was enjoyable
VAUNT IV was alright. but things happened was _l_
Had dinner with Justin just now
Booking BBQ pit for class and clique
i need to start sentosa project, Accompanies ?
I no need club liao -,- Count me out for PLAY and dblO :(((((
I'm watching he's just not that into you again.
Im smiling and little missy's, im so lurveeee now.
Im gonna be busy for the next few days cos my mother got operation.
I wanna go JB please.
Im off to bed now.

Good night (:

Screwing web design

2009-06-01T01:50:00.001+08:00

Long hair, i suddenly miss you.

Omgggggggg, Xiuting where are you ?

I suddenly miss you so much :)

When is the next trng uh ?

PMS

2009-05-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

I'll be having term test, trngs, work lan sessions with friends.

I'm gonna be busy, so see ya next week.

I'm having PMS these few days. This is so not good.

I've been quarreling and scolding Darren since ytd.

Okay, not totally my fault kay. However, things are fine now.

:)))))))))))))))))))))

Off to screw my web design.

( points middle fingers __l__ )

Mens -,-

2009-05-26T23:18:00.004+08:00

Today, i dont know why.

My mood was bad, really bad.

Tuesday, is the sucky day of the week.

COM SKILL AND MACROECONS.

(points middle fingers)

__l__

Today macroecons was -,- chim, its forever chim.

Anyway, Comskill totally sucks.

Report writing, Grrrr.

Sherry scolded me yunita and xx. Cos we are talking about personal stuff and speaking chinese during english com skill. LOL.

She shouted -,- ( roll eyes )

I almost cry, this is so not good.

End up,i cut my hair.

No, I shave my hair, awesomely light now. Hoho

But fucking short i would say.

Now, i know why my mood is so bad. I have mens.

Welcome,Long time no see, Sanitary and Cramps.

Omggggz, i need a new lappy.
My lappy is fucking lag. Xiao lappy's memory too small liao
Killing me.

And i really h8 h8 h8 photobucket.
Took me years to upload expired photos.

(: Oh, jacq slept.

Hahaha.

Cathy !

Hugs (:

Dear Gena !

Yanjie,Yuan

Jacqueline Daisy

Pig

Elvira

Claudia

Ham

Kexin

Rufie Yang !

Amberjo

Wendyeo

Fel

Love !

Okay, more to come. Wait till the photobucket works properly.Fucking improve it please.

2009-05-25T00:05:00.003+08:00

Before Twelve midnight, I would like to say.
Happy Birthday Dearest KAI.
Although many happen, apart all that happen.
I'll still love you, hugs. Forget those who dont meant to be remember.

Well well, people.
My life had been colourful. I have 2oo plus pics. for shortly few days.
But I'm lazy.

Im happy/confused with what happened.
Its just the familar sweet thoughts.
somehow, feel so right yet so wrong
i guess we both have the same feelings.
billy, get back here.

2009-05-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

Im at Ham's hse now.

Good night !

Survey.

2009-05-21T13:56:00.003+08:00

Helloooo Humans.

Im in Silicon Lab now.

Its been so long since i last update the photos.

( Alvin is peeping, Jerk )

Im back from Jacqueline's Chalet.

Im bored now. so yah.

IF YOU HAD TO...

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you get it?
My back, Wrist

2. If you HAD to dye your hair, what color would it be?
Black, Really Black

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you pierce?
Naval, If i have the figure. Smiley, all along i wanted a smiley

4. If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?
I love love love my name please.

WOULD YOU

1. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
For now, love one person

2.Would you move anywhere else if you could?
Yes, i will.

3. If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
Duh !

4. If you were given 10 million dollars, what would you do?
My answer definetly wont be : donating them.

5. If you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000, would you?
Hmmm, if i really eat money i will. I would only spend 50bucks going to doctor.

6. If you could star in any movie (made or in the works), what movie would you choose?
Hmmm,Batman ?

2009

1. Have you had your birthday yet?
Its still fucking far.

2. Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2009?
Hmmm,i feel not.

3. Are you still in the same job?
Yup (:

4. Is your favorite color the same color?
Kinda.

5. Have you got the same style/color for your hair?
I chop my hair really short.

6. Have you bought a NEW car this year?
IF I HAVE THE MILLION.

7. Anything exciting happens this year?
Is been being dumped exciting. Lols.

8. Have you been involved with the police this year?
YES. FUCK IT.

9. Is your best friend still your best friend?
Hmmm, i used to have five, some walked away and replaced by. some wasnt that close. Everyone's drifted.

10.Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
Hmmm, yes.

11.Had a haircut this year?
HAIR CHOPPING

12. Been in a hospital this year?
Hmmm.Yes.

13. Been on a vacation this year ?
came back from a vacation, yes.

14. Been kicked out of a public place this year?
Library ?

DO YOU

• Wear dark colors? Yes.
• Dye your hair? yea.
• Like cheese? LOVE LOVE CHEESE

HAVE YOU EVER

• Worn rainbow colors? Err, i'll try one day
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours? More than that
• Left the country? Yup.
• Had a party with over 30 people? YES.
• Stolen something? uhhuh.
• Caught something on fire? yes.

LAST PERSON

• You talked to? Xiang xiang
• You hugged? Mi xue
• You called? Junjie
• Who called you? Kai
you kissed? Forget (?)

PERSONAL DETAILS AND BEYOND

• What is your birth name ? Angelina Billy fong xi mun
• When is your birthday? 21/01/1991
• How tall are you? 164.5
• Shoe size? fucking 9
• Brothers/sisters? 1 sis.
• Favorite color? Yellow,green,orange
• Soda? Icecream soda
• Ice cream? Cookies and cream.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS

• Cried? almost.
• Missed someone? yes
• Yelled at someone? Hmmm,yes.
• Been online? I AM NOW !
• Kissed someone? Uh,sadly. Noooo.
• Hugged someone? Yup (:
• Last thing you ate? Design school's chicken chop.
• Talked to someone about something important? Uh,whats important ?

FINALLY

• What makes your bedroom unique?
Becos its mine, thats why its unique

• What's your favorite season of the year?
Sorry singapore,only have fucking hot summer.

• Favorite sports?
Hmmm, swim ? Basketball ? Volley ?

• Been in a plane?
yes

• Killed someone?
nooo.

This is a trap, dont fall in please.

2009-05-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

Hellooooos.

I worked yesterday for 17 hours.

I only sleep for 2 hrs.

web design is shit.

Swim trng is ended

i'm super tired now,

i hafta do my com skill homework.

Im not well, sick. very sick i would say.

So can i update the photos tmr ?

XOXOXO

Nightssss.

FUCK PHOTOBUCKET.

2009-05-15T00:04:00.003+08:00

I just hate hate hate photobucket, cant they just improve it ?

Why is it so fucking lag. I took years to upload all these chunk of expired.

Anw, Zhyee's 18. Darren's 18, Class Gathering,Class peeps.

Rachm Rufie Kimb billy ahleei jaslene shiElvi zy shi

Wk,Wh, Ah neh,Mk, Ly, Zy, Elroy, Ray, Gimk

Fel !

Rufie & Zy

elroy is idiotic -,-

the dear gir cried.

zy & shi.

Fel is always look good in photo.

Rachel

Wendy

The couple. Haha,

Ugly Me.

Dear Felicia.

I love you zy.

Happy birthday :D - Class Gathering @ Haji Lane

J, Witri

Witri

Jlove.

Jamilah

Qas

Elfie,the bastard.

Shikin

Jamilah,J, Witri, Adam, me, Qas Aisha sherri elfie shikin fk

aisha sherry J

fk, qas

Quarter a 5a3

Teo

Xiang X2

Alvin, Chipmunk.
Weiheng !

Happy birthday :D
and stil got mother days and random class peeps to load la.

2009-05-14T00:47:00.001+08:00

I need to buck up for my school work.

I really need to quit smoking, as i really begin to love love canoeing.

I really really need a new life.

guilt.

2009-05-14T00:35:00.001+08:00

I feel like saying : I love you, so much.

behind the name

2009-05-12T02:09:00.002+08:00

Fong Xi Mun Angelina Billy
F : Everyone loves you.
O : You are very open-minded.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
G : You have excellent ways of viewing people.

X : You never let people tell you what to do.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.

M : Success comes easily to you.
U : You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.

A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
G : You have excellent ways of viewing people.
E : You are a very exciting person.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.
N : You like to work, but you always want a break.
A : You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

B : You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
I : You are always smiling and making others smile.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
L : Love is something you deeply believe in.
Y : You cause a lot of trouble.

Whats yours ?

2009-05-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

There's this quiz, and it ask.

Define Love.

Love is a gift of God to Humans ( Only christians says this )
Love without condom leads to babies ( This is definetely from the guys. )
Love is stupid ( For someone who just broke up with the other )
Love is a combination of lust, attachment and care ( Im into this )
Love is something that can only be experienced but can not be defined
( Definetely agree ! )

Sick, tired.

2009-05-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

Im so bored,
I have a hard time doing CTOS homework, as well as macro econs.
holy mama.

I grab this from kimb's LJ, its kinda amazing yo.
Haha.

Its only the start, and it turn out...
I know, its my problem, my own problems.

Monday is always blue

2009-05-11T11:11:00.004+08:00

I h8 h8 h8 mondays.
School starts at 9 and ends at at 6.
Fucking baddddd.
Lucky got people wake me up
Today i took a long long time to wake up fucking drag my ass into the toilet and washup.
Its web Design now, we are suppose to use Expression Deisgn to Create a image.
CHIM CHIM CHIM.
awww, im waiting for thurs,fridays and saturdays. Happy Hours !
Zomgggg, I feel like going Butter Factory this Wed !
Off for my cow motel. Fuck it.

Im laughing.

2009-05-08T00:51:00.004+08:00

My omnia looks like its dying.

Hongyuan lost his phone some kind girl found it and bring it back to him. So kind :D
Good night, im tired :))))))

Im on the phone now.

Spent BIG BUCKS.

2009-05-07T01:19:00.002+08:00

Omgggz.

I skipped Accounts lecture, went school at four, walked home tgt with Darren.

Fetch kai after her work, i am so gonna buy a hamster.

Okay, im gonna eat shit for the rest the month.

My debts on spree. Shitzzzz.

I spent $273.40 on a pair of Nike track shoes, A water bottle, two sports bra and arena swimwear, then we randomly know this guy in sports link call Andy, and he gave me discount :D

Hahaha, the main thing is, He is interested in kai. Hahahaha.

Okay, i am gonna buy two hamsters cos i wanna decorate the cage.

Cartons of Milk.

2009-05-06T16:16:00.005+08:00

Its Macro Econs lecture now,
tanel's explaination was clear and simple enough for us to understand this Geographic-alike subject, yet her voice and the way why she speak, makes us all wanna sleep,plain boring.

Awesome shit.

Well, Ive been drinking Magnolia, cartons of them.

Weiheng is like asking me why do always see you drink stuff in cartons. Hahah.

Im damn tired, lethargic.

Trng, yesterday was tough for me.

Imagine what, after last august when the last dragonboat session ends, i haven been doing push ups , inclined pull ups, jump jacks, and worst intervals

But well, i just needa get use to it. My muscles is kinda aching

I joined for the seek of Xiu,and of cos win medals,

most importantly, slim down of cos.

Hahaha.

There is so many things i needa buy.

swim suit. The with sleeves ones.

Track shoes !

bicycle

and lastly, mother's day present.

I calculated, i'll be left with 400 for the rest of the two months.

Motherfucking pathetic.

Tiredddd. Yawns

Same old people, Different feelings, What comes around goes around.

Facebook quizzes.

2009-05-05T08:56:00.003+08:00

Im starting to luvvvv facebook, it just comes with awesome ideas unlike friendster.

Visual Personality test

Are you a player ?

( laugh out loud)

Girly girl or Sexy Tomboy

Holy mama.